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Real intimacy with God – Return of the B’ha’lotcha impressions

Friday, May 28th, 2010

If anyone doubted the extent of Moses’ intimacy with God, it is put to rest in this week’s Torah portion. In response to the complaining of Aaron and Miriam, the L-RD declares Moses the most humble man who had ever lived, the sole faithful servant in all His house, and even says words to the effect that “I appear to prophets” in glimpses and riddles, but that Moses “knows my form; I speak to him clearly and without riddles.”

That’s an amazing level of intimacy between the L-RD and Moses, right there. To paraphrase Peter, Moses “was a man, just like you and me.” He was an ordinary man in the sense of being human and fallen, but extraordinary in his level of obedience to the L-RD.

Most of us like to imagine intimacy with God any time we pray for longer than 10 minutes; that’s not real intimacy with God, however. Real intimacy is having God speak to you directly in this way, to not have to have the barrier of riddles and obscurity clouding communication.

Who wouldn’t want that with the L-RD?

Umm… apparently, everyone at the mountain of the L-RD when the commands were given; God stated His desire to speak to us all directly, yet after our very first taste of that, we opted for Moses as mediator rather than hearing from God directly.

Son of B’ha’alotcha impressions

Friday, May 28th, 2010

I’ve had a chance to read the commentary our Torah commentator this Shabbat, Tom, will be giving and it’s quite an impressive bit of work. Picking up a cue from the first could verses, he builds an entire commentary around the few comments made in the portion about the temple menorah.

It’s amazing how much he found in those couple verses or so; tying it in so neatly to Messiah Yeshua was also a pleasant accomplishment. I’m certainly looking forward to hearing it delivered this Shabbat.

Revenge of the B’ha’alotcha impressions

Friday, May 28th, 2010

A beautiful picture of Israel following the L-RD’s commands is presented in this week’s parashah. The L-RD instructs the people, through Moses, how and when they are to move camp or not.

The Torah specifically states that the people of Israel did all that the L-RD commanded in this regard; they never moved camp until the L-RD said move; they stopped when the L-RD indicated they were to stop, also. Isn’t that a picture of what God would have us all do?

We should not presume to know too much about God’s will for us, but to constantly seek Him out in prayer, moving only when he says to, and stopping once he stops. Only by strict obedience can we truly confess that we are following the L-RD’s direction with our lived.

Anything less is doing “our own thing.”

More B’ha’alotcha impressions

Friday, May 28th, 2010

When the Gentiles stir up the Israelites with grumbling about the food provided by the L-RD, provoking them to the point that they were all using selective memories of their lives as slaves to consider themselves better off than when they were in Egypt, because at least they had a variety of food to eat there, the L-RD responds to their longing for meat in a massive way.

Moses complains to the L-RD about the burdens of being responsible for so many people, and the L-RD delivers a somewhat terse response. “They want meat? Fine! They’ll have it not just for a day or two, but for a whole month, until it’s coming out their nose and they grow sick of it.”

Not exactly a happy chef, our L-RD, eh? So when Moses asks where it’s all going to come from, He sends a flood of quail into the camp for the people to harvest… and while the food was still in their mouths, a plague struck that ended the lives of many.

A message about being content with whatever the L-RD has given us could be no clearer. Am I right?

B’ha’alotcha impressions

Friday, May 28th, 2010

At the men’s Torah study Rob and I head up each Thursday night, we were amazed at the richness of this week’s parashah. B’ha’alotcha covers Numbers chapters 8-12, and it’s just full of riches.

One of the items that stood out is the dispute between God and Moses’ siblings. Both Aaron and Miriam complain against Moses and suggest that God has spoken to them also.

While this is true, what was the reason for their grumbling? That Moses had a Gentile bride. That was the cause of their jealousy! Yet what a suggestive picture this is of the Messiah. He, too, has taken a Gentile bride as the “grafted in” portion of the commonwealth of Israel that is called his people. What an amazing picture!

Yet, lest Gentile believers get too proud of themselves, one should note that in this parashah, it is the grumbling of the Gentile “mixed multitude” hanging out with the children of Israel that begin the grumbling against the L-RD’s manna-only diet.

And this is just scratching the surface of this rich, rich portion.

The gift of a break…

Monday, May 24th, 2010

One thing I am trying to prepare myself mentally to embrace is my upcoming family vacation. My wife, my dad and I are all headed on a week-long fishing getaway in northern Minnesota, and it’s long overdue. Andie and I have never even enjoyed a honeymoon, let alone a vacation; our only getaways in our first three and a half-plus years of marriage have all been crisis-related. So the chance to get away will be long overdue and most welcome.

However, I’ve lately realized just how hard I’ve been pushing myself when my wife and I came to loggerheads over when to leave and when to return. Andie, understandably, wants to make the most of our time away and leave as early as possible, and come back only when we have to.

I, however, am so used to sacrificing for others that I insisted we not leave until after the Sabbath and I also campaigned to come back in time for the next Sabbath, cutting our getaway one overnight’s stay short.

My wife was generous, willing to meet me halfway when it came to leaving after the Shabbat is over; but she insisted I meet her halfway, too, and not come back until we’ve enjoyed our full time away.

Initially, I got too big for my breeches and resisted. But I’m slowly, slowly, slowly starting to learn to listen to my wife.

“Other than responding to family crises,” she reasoned, “we have served and served and served. You make sacrifices all the time for others. We can miss one Shabbat to enjoy some time away.”

And, of course, she’s right. When one is in the mindset of serving God, it gets hard to realize that a job is a job, and sometimes you need a “Shabbat of rest” even when that means missing a Shabbat with your congregation. I’ve now come to believe God is trying to teach me something important about His Shabbat through this, so, hard as it may be for me, I’m going to honor my wife’s request, meet her halfway, and miss a Sabbath of serving, in order to really experience rest.

Even God rested as our example; it’s time for me to follow His lead.

Wait seems to be the hardest word…

Sunday, May 16th, 2010

The old song tells us that “sorry” seems to be the hardest word; I’m not so sure. In our culture, I think it’s “wait.”

These days, if people want to update their house, they don’t spend years saving aside; they seek to borrow money they don’t have.

It’s the same in ministry, I think. People want answers, but they want them now, not next week or next year. People are fine waiting on God’s timing, only so long as God’s timing fits their own schedule. One of the biggest problems 21st-century believers in the US have is understanding the concept of waiting on God.

I have actually heard people express the sentiment that they’d rather hear God give them a “no” now than wait a few years to hear a “yes.” Is that Biblical? Is that our model for waiting on the L-RD?

Not exactly. When Moses was around 40, he had become aware of his Jewish heritage even though he’d been raised in Pharaoh’s household, and he knew there was a call of God on his life.

Then, Moses got impatient and instead of waiting on God, he took matters into his own hands, slaying an Egyptian guard who was mistreating a Hebrew slave. Was that following God’s plan or waiting on Him?

No. Moses’ actions there were ultimately selfish, taking matters into his own hands by stopping one isolated instance of injustice; had he waited for God’s timing, Moses might have been able to bring all the injustices of the Egyptians against the Israelites to an end much sooner.

Did God still want to use Moses to end those injustices? Sure. But how long did Moses have to wait on God after that act of impatience and murder? Forty years! Most of us don’t even want to wait through a 40-minute sermon to hear from God. What do we know, really, about waiting on Him?

Here’s lesson one, though: you’ll like the results a lot better when you DO wait on him.

Recognizing a call

Sunday, May 16th, 2010

For quite a while now, many people around me – including some not inclined to unearned praise – have been telling me they sense God has a calling on my life, and that my hope to one day become an effective teacher and community leader in a Messianic congregation may be fulfilled. That’s certainly been my hope, ever since I began pursuing the advanced study class in ministry Rabbi Stan first offered over three years ago.

I’ve been through a lot since then; I’ve lost my mom to cancer and my wife and I have taken my dad, who is in the early- to mid-stages of Alzheimer’s/dementia now lives with us. I’ve spent over eighteen months teaching bar-bat mitzvah-age kids and then over a year acting as cantor, Torah commentator and occasional fill-in for Rabbi Stan at Beth Yeshua, before that congregation was merged back into Sar Shalom.

These days, I’m responsible for helping Stan bring his teaching into the video age, fill in on commentaries as needed, and generally helping out wherever I can as my time and talents allow (and sometimes beyond). I’m still even helping co-lead a men’s Torah study that stick to actually studying the Torah itself, rather than getting off-track into side-issues.

As time has gone on, more and more people have become certain there’s a ministry call on my life. And I agree with them; with every step I’ve taken so far, I’ve recognized that God was calling me to it, beginning with signing up for the advanced study in the first place.

At each step along the way, I’ve been careful to follow what God has called me to and tried hard to stick to doing only that and no more. I try to emulate the example of the Israelites in the desert; moving only when God moves and resting only when God rests.

Hopefully, I do this successfully more often than not. But as for moving out into starting my own congregation? So far, I haven’t heard God clearly signal me that it’s time to do that, just yet. And since He’s made His will clear to me each step long the way so far, why would he suddenly become mysterious.

I know it’s sometimes a challenge to recognize a call; I know I have a general call on my life, but at the moment I think it’s only to continue doing what I’m already doing.

I do hope and await a call on my life from God for something bigger, for the call that lets me know that my time supporting the ministries of others has concluded and that my own ministry has begun. But I’m going to wait on God to call, lead the way and make it clear to me.

I know that in some ways, I’m not eager for this season to end; I have learned so much from Stan and believe I have much to learn even now. I don’t think that season’s over yet. I genuinely enjoy the roles I’ve filled over the past three-plus years.

But I do think that one day, God will tell me I’m ready and my own ministry has begun. I’m not in any rush; God’s timing is perfect. Yet when that time comes, I have to be ready to hear it and respond in faith.

It’s a delicate tight-rope to walk, recognizing God’s call and making sure it is genuine, separate and distinct from our own wants and desires and ambitions. One cannot be too eager and leap ahead of God’s call, trusting that however long you are called to study and serve, He is preparing you for the work He has in mind for you.

But I also know one can get too comfortable in serving others who have their own call, and get tempted to run from your own. The trick is to immerse yourself in prayer, learn to recognize God’s voice, and then let His voice be the one that guides you. The trick is to make sure you neither leap ahead or drag behind; that you simply move when God says move, and stay when God says stay.

No more, no less. Forget where and when and how. It’s the example of all men of faith in God; for it is written of Noah, of Abraham, of Isaac, of Jacob, of Moses and so on and so on… “and then he did everything the L-RD commanded of him.”

That’s the model to follow.

My 2010 B’har-B’chukotai Commentary

Wednesday, May 12th, 2010

This opportunity to do a Torah commentary came up suddenly. Right through mid-week before the Shabbat, another fine Messianic Rabbi In Training (MRIT) was scheduled to do this one; he even had it written. But then he fell under the weather and needed a quick replacement. The rabbi called me Thursday night, during my men’s Torah study, to ask if I could fill in and assure me I could just use last years’ if I needed to. I told him I could probably do better than that.

I got the call around 8:30 PM Thuesday night. I didn’t get home and settled in front of my keyboard until two hours later. By 1 AM, I was done. Good thing we stayed on-topic in our Torah study; the portion was fresh in my mind and all I really needed to do was transfer some of what we had discussed into commentary form. It may not be exciting, but this is what I came up with. Or listen to it!

Shabbat Shalom.

This week, we have a double portion for our weekly reading. It includes B’har, a Hebrew word that means, “On the mount,” as well as the portion known as “B’chukotai,” a Hebrew word that means, “In my statutes.” This double portion covers Leviticus chapter 25 through Leviticus chapter 27, and brings to an end our time in Leviticus for this Torah year.

This week’s reading covers the concept of giving even the land the people of Israel will enter, the land God has promised to Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, a Sabbath rest.

LEVITICUS 25:2B-5
‘When you enter the land I am going to give you, the land itself must observe a Sabbath to the L-RD. For six years sow your fields, and for six years prune your vineyards and gather their crops. But in the seventh year the land is to have a Sabbath of rest, a Sabbath to the L-RD. Do not sow your fields or prune your vineyards. Do not reap what grows of itself or harvest the grapes of your untended vines. The land is to have a year of rest.

Now, when many people look at this passage, they comment on how marvelous it is, how it shows God’s wisdom that modern agricultural science bears out the idea of giving the land a rest from producing crops is such a good idea; they cite the science of crop stress, soil enrichments and all these wonderful facts about farming that confirm that God knew what he was talking about in this passage.

Well, I’m not here to talk to you about how wonderful it is that God knew all this. Of course He knew it! He’s God! I’m here today to mention how sad it is that it took us well over 3,000 years of the science of man, from the time of the Exodus to figure out that God was right all along!

Of course, I think it’s also important to dig deeper than that. You see, God’s not just some cosmic farmer handing down crop management tips from his heavenly Monsanto office. God is going well beyond general truths here; he’s laying down some very special promises to the people of Israel, and they are conditional promises, based on the obedience or disobedience the people of Israel display in response to the L-RD’s commands.

You see, this is not merely about agriculture here. This is actually a teaching the L-RD is giving about how completely He wants us to observe His Sabbaths. You see, it’s not just enough for us to observe it as believers. He wants His Sabbaths to be observed by all of creation, a point he makes clear here by pointing out that even the Promised Land itself should rest; not only on the seventh day of the week, when we are to do no regular work, but in the seventh year, when we are to rest the land for an entire year.

Now, some people might read this and say, OK, we get the point. Observing the Sabbath is a good idea. Got it. But do we really have to observe a year of not working the land once every seventh year? I mean, c’mon, that would ruin the economy, people would starve.

No, they wouldn’t. God’s promises for both the seventh year Sabbath for the land, as well as the fiftieth-year Jubilee, show two important things: first, God will provide; and second, these really are special promises for His people as they enter the Promised Land, and not just good general agricultural principals that would work anywhere in the world. We read one of these promises in:

LEVITICUS 25:20-22
You may ask, “What will we eat in the seventh year if we do not plant or harvest our crops?” I will send you such a blessing in the sixth year that the land will yield enough for three years. While you plant during the eighth year, you will eat from the old crop and will continue to eat from it until the harvest of the ninth year comes in.

Now that’s a promise that definitely will not work just anywhere! I mean, go ahead and try it if you want to; find some secular farmers who don’t observe the L-RD’s commands and have them work the land six out of every seventh year, being sure not to work the land at all in the seventh year, but in no other way honoring God or observing His commands. I can almost guarantee you that their sixth-year crop will NOT be a triple harvest.

Remember, God’s promising to offer His people this triple harvest in the sixth year, before they actually observe the seventh-year agricultural Sabbath. The promise and provision will be obvious, giving His people confidence to indeed follow through with their obedience. The point is, these are special promises by the L-RD to His people, not just some guidebook to farming in Israel.

Yet there will still be doubters, people who say, “C’mon, I mean, we’re talking about dirt here. We’re supposed to let dirt rest? God can’t be serious, can He?”

Well, let’s take a look at just how serious God is about this command. We find this in:

LEVITICUS 26:33-35
I will scatter you among the nations and will draw out my sword and pursue you. Your land will be laid waste, and your cities will lie in ruins. Then the land will enjoy its Sabbath years all the time that it lies desolate and you are in the country of your enemies; then the land will rest and enjoy its Sabbaths. All the time that it lies desolate, the land will have the rest it did not have during the Sabbaths you lived in it.

So, what God is saying here is that while His people are certainly free to either obey His command for the agricultural Sabbath, or to disobey, there will be a penalty if they ignore this command: God will scatter his people among the surrounding nations, lay waste to all that was built there, and the land will lay desolate until all of the agricultural Sabbath years and Jubilee years they failed to observe have been fulfilled. I’d say this passage at least suggests that the L-RD takes this command many people read past quite seriously.

The parashah goes on from here to establish rules for observing the fiftieth-year Jubilee, in which those who sold property are allowed to return to it, those who are in bondage are allowed to go free, and those who are in debt are forgiven their financial burdens.

Once we enter chapter 26, however, the theme changes to the topic of obedience versus disobedience, and here is where we delve into the part of this week’s teaching that focuses on the life application aspect of these commands. Why is that important?

Well, how many here are farmers? Not many? OK, how many of you raising your hands are actually farmers in the land of Israel. Boom. Nobody left. Right?

You see, while agricultural commands are the topic, what applies to us all is our willingness to either agree with God, that His rules and instructions are right and just, and follow through with that by obeying Him – or to disagree with Him and walk in rebellion and disobedience.

We have that choice, all of us. We are free to do either and God will not step in and prevent it. However, there is a cost to disobedience, even for believers. Not just for the Jewish believers who looked forward to the promised Messiah, but for all of us looking back on the fulfillment of that Messianic promise in Messiah Yeshua.

Leviticus 26 makes it very clear where God stands. First, Hhe promises to reward the children of Israel richly if they obey Him. But then, He also outlines the penalties that will befall them, the correction they will suffer if they disobey. We read this in:

LEVITICUS 26:14-16A
“‘But if you will not listen to me and carry out all these commands, and if you reject my decrees and abhor my laws and fail to carry out all my commands and so violate my covenant, then I will do this to you:

The passage then continues on to outline all the levels of punishment that the L-RD will dole out to Israel if they continue to walk in disobedience. As Rob observed in our men’s group Torah study this week, there’s an interesting parallel between these punishments, and the plagues the L-RD sent upon Egypt when Pharoah refused to fear and obey God in allowing Moses and the Israelites to leave for three days to worship God in the desert, and bury Joseph’s bones outside of the land of Egypt as he had requested.

The similarity is that God doesn’t correct or rebuke or punish all at once; it comes in waves, and between each wave, God offers a chance for repentance and a return to obedience. As each opportunity for repentance passes, the next wave of punishment gets a little more severe. Each time, this comes not because God loves dishing out punishment to His people, but as an attempt to wake them up to their rebellion and offer them a chance to return to the path of obedience.

We read this in:

LEVITICUS 26:27-28
“‘If in spite of this you still do not listen to me but continue to be hostile toward me, then in my anger I will be hostile toward you, and I myself will punish you for your sins seven times over.

So you see, between each wave of punishment, God inserts and if-then statement. If you continue to disobey, here’s the next thing I’m going to have to do, and it’s harsher and more severe than the last.

What’s the solution? We read this in:

LEVITICUS 26:40-45
“‘But if they will confess their sins and the sins of their fathers—their treachery against me and their hostility toward me, which made me hostile toward them so that I sent them into the land of their enemies—then when their uncircumcised hearts are humbled and they pay for their sin, I will remember my covenant with Jacob and my covenant with Isaac and my covenant with Abraham, and I will remember the land. For the land will be deserted by them and will enjoy its Sabbaths while it lies desolate without them. They will pay for their sins because they rejected my laws and abhorred my decrees. Yet in spite of this, when they are in the land of their enemies, I will not reject them or abhor them so as to destroy them completely, breaking my covenant with them. I am the L-RD their God. But for their sake I will remember the covenant with their ancestors whom I brought out of Egypt in the sight of the nations to be their God. I am the L-RD.’”

If we confess, if we repent, if our uncircumcised hearts are humbled, if we pay for our sins, then the L-RD will remember his covenant with us and return us to right standing before Him. Now, some people believe this is all done away with; that repentance comes one time when we surrender our lives to Yeshua, and then is completely unnecessary because we’re forgiven. But that’s not so.

For as long as there is an ability to rebel against God, for as long as we are able to choose disobedience over obedience, there is a need for repentance, humbling, and payment for sins. It is important to remember that simply saying, “I’m sorry,” isn’t true repentance. It involves turning away from the disobedience. It involves making restitution to those we’ve wronged. Those are all things we are capable of, but in our rebellion, sometimes refuse to do.

Fortunately, the one thing we can’t do on our own – to pay our owner for his loss as a result of our rebellion – and our owner is the L-RD – is a price that has already been paid for us, by the Messiah Yeshua.

May we never treat the price He paid in our place, for our disobedience, as though it came from a dollar store.

Shabbat Shalom.

Response to criticism of “Christian” writers

Wednesday, May 12th, 2010

Let me set the scene here for you, because while this is not a sermon or a commentary, you may need a little context to understand this post.

Although I am Messianic, I have many friends who are mainstream Christians. I know some of them on chat boards, others I’ve known a long time and still know, in person. I was on a chat board recently when one posting member there vented his spleen on the topic, “Are Christian writers selling God’s Word?”

His post was almost unrelated to the topic, but when I asked for clarification, his basic response was along the lines that Christian writers ought not sell books for money or be paid for their work, but should give it away and “trust God” for their provision.

Sounds convenient and super-spiritual. It also echos something an in-person friend recently said to me about Christian and Messianic music artists… that they should “go play wherever they feel called without charging for it, and trust God for their provision.”

In combination, these comments annoyed me because I know that neither of these people perform their jobs for free. So I wrote a rather long-winded (what’s new, right) response on the chat board and thought I’d share it here for the benefit of my blog audience. I’ll take out the name of the person I’m responding to, to protect his privacy.

Also, keep in mind that for recording artists, the financial aspects are even more dismal. Think about that the next time you bypass iTunes’ $0.99 fee for most songs via illegal downloads, people!

Dear ________,

What’s clear to me from your response is, nothing’s clear. I don’t intend cruelty when I say this, but you really seem to be speaking from a position of being ill-informed on a number of issues.

Writers write for a living, just as those who assemble cars work in car plants for a living, or U.S. Senators tax and spend for a living, or insurance agents sell insurance for a living.

I don’t know what you do for a living, but let’s assume for a moment you… I don’t know… do tax accounting for a living.

How would you feel if someone (like your boss) said you you, “I’m glad you feel called by God to help people with their taxes. Trust God for how to pay your rent, your health care, your utility bills and such, because clearly you’re a man of faith and God will provide. However, don’t ask us for a salary or benefits… God is your provider, not us.”

Ridiculous, right?

Just as ridiculous as saying that writers ought never make a living from writing.

Also, truly uninformed about how most writers… especially writers in the area of faith… build their careers. Almost all writers become writers by jumping at any and every opportunity they can find to write.

Early on, and usually throughout their careers, this means writing things with little or no form of payment in exchange, or writing for pay, but usually not writing something they WANT to write, but instead writing something that someone IS willing to pay them for.

Eventually, very fortunate writers will sometimes get the opportunity to both write WHAT they want to write about AND get paid for it. This usually comes after years, if not decades, of paying dues by writing a lot of stuff for free, or writing a lot of stuff they weren’t interested in, just to get experience.

So once a writer actually gets, say, a book deal, with either a Christian or secular publisher, anything they get paid is, in my book, the equivalent of a lifetime achievement award.

It should also be noted that even the topic-title here is misleading… Christian writers don’t write the Bible… and that’s the only God’s word I know about. Inspirational books, devotionals, biographies, books on prophecy and other biblical themes may be inspired by the Bible, but they are NOT God’s word. Their works are not the equivalent of the Bible in any way, shape or form and any writer who claims so isn’t being forthright or honest with themselves.

Authors of Christian or other faith-based fiction are even less of a fit for this charge; they are crafting made-up stories, and while their fiction may be inspired by the Bible, or the themes may be a reflection of Biblical principals, novels are NOT God’s word in any way, shape or form. And I know of NO writers in the fiction category who claim that!

Next point: authors don’t decide when or where their books are offered for sale. It just don’t happen that way. That is up to the publisher, book distribution channels, book retailers and, in some churches, the church’s resource center.

FICTIONAL ILLUSTRATION: Let’s say Frank Peretti writes a new book. We’ll call it THE DARKNESS RETURNS. Tyndale offers him an advance of $25,000 against royalties for it, let’s say. The royalty rate is set as 10 percent of the cover price. And the book retails for $24.99, let’s say, hardcover.

That means that until THE DARKNESS RETURNS sells 10,000 copies, Frank’s not going to see even one more penny.

Let’s say THE DARKNESS RETURNS flops… It sells about 15,000 copies, but against an initial print run of 50,000 copies, because it’s a sequel to his best-selling pair of books ever and the publisher over-estimated the public’s appetite for a new DARKNESS book 20 years after the last one was published.

So the remaining 35,000 copies get marked down to $9.99 and then $5.00, but only 5,000 more copies sell and the rest get remaindered/recycled.

So that means this, in terms of what Peretti gets paid:

Of the 15,000 copies that sold at full price, Peretti would be due $37,350… but wait… He was already paid a $25,000 advance, so it’s only an additional $12,350 that he gets from that.

Of the extra 5,000 copies, let’s say 3,000 sold at $9.99 and 2,000 at $5.00. Peretti gets 10 percent on those prices, adding another $3,970 to the pot

So, in all, Peretti would receive $25,000 up front, and an additional $16,320 over the shelf-life of the hardcover. That’s $41,320 in total compensation for THE DARKNESS RETURNS.

Because the book tanked, the trade paper rights only add another $10,000, no one picks up the movie or eBook rights and the trade paper never sells well enough to reimburse him beyond the initial $10,000 advance.

So that’s $51,320 total. Sounds like good money, right?

Hold on, though: Peretti takes an average of three years to write a new novel. Sometimes more, but we’ll go with three years for this illustration.

Plus, it’s an average wait-time of 18 months from acceptance of a manuscript to the book hitting store shelves.

The shelf-life of a hardcover is approximately a year, and many publishers delay payment for accounting purposes… sometimes up to a year after the actual sales are made.

So we’re talking about six and a half years from the start of writing a book to the end of its revenue-generating life, in this case.

Now, divide that $51,320 by six-and-a-half years and you get an annual average salary of $7,695. Plus, realize that he’s working for free the first three years while he’s writing it, and only gets about half of his eventual total compensation up-front.

He’ll use that $25,000 to live on while he’s taking another three years to write his next book that hopefully does better, and in the meantime, the other part of his compensation comes in smaller amounts over time… much of it not until 2.5 years later, except maybe the trade paper sum, which might come a year after publication.

To add insult to injury, the poor sales of THE DARKNESS RETURNS probably means his publisher won’t be willing to pay him $25,000 on his next book. (The average book advance in the US is $5,000… there are very few Stephen Kings and Tom Clancys earning seven-figure advances, and virtually none in the Christian market.)

Can you live on an average of $7,695/year? Not many people can, these days. That’s poverty-level.

Now, granted, if you have a successful book, the money can get a whole lot better… but few books sell really well. Most are, at best “mid-list” books that sell 10,000 copies or less.

So to suggest that Christian writers are rolling in money, sullying the Temple of the L-RD by selling God’s word, is just CLEARLY off the mark in just about every way possible.

Most writers, even successful ones, need day-jobs. Some are pastors; some are teachers or college faculty. Or whatever else they can make a living at. Very rare is the full-time writer. And most writers, even successful ones, donate a lot of free writing to various friends, causes, etc.

So the whole thrust of your post just demonstrates a lack of understanding of the reality of a writer’s life.

If you have an issue with books being sold in your church’s resource center, that’s an issue to take to your church; but it’s hardly the writer’s fault. Instead of telling the writer he should work for free, perhaps talk to your church about purchasing these books as resources and giving them away for free; then see how long it takes before your church becomes financially insolvent.

Also, it should be noted that in my illustration above, at least Peretti didn’t have to share in Tyndale’s loss; they overprinted THE DARKNESS RETURNS by 30,000 copies… far more than the 20,000 they sold. For them, even publishing THE DARKNESS RETURNS was probably a net loss… Paper and ink and binding and shipping and marketing all have costs associated with them, remember… They’re even worse off than the writer, and you would pooh-pooh them for selling copies to anyone who orders them, even churches?

As near as I can discern from your post, your real issue is with churches that have a resource center… that’s a church issue, not a writer or even a publisher issue.