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Archive for June, 2010

Starting work on repentance sermon

Monday, June 28th, 2010

I’m starting my work on my big upcoming sermon on repentance.

Filling the time up has never been a problem for me; keeping the scope focused enough to stay within the time limit is more frequently a challenge, as I’m a bit wordy… something I’m sure anyone who has read my teachings has noticed.

Another challenge for me is procrastination; as much as I love research and teaching and writing, when the time comes to start writing, just about everything seems more appealing than sitting down and typing it out.

Either way, though, I almost always get the message written and handed in on time. Hopefully this time will be no exception. My desktop PC is finally back up and running; OnlineBible.net software is installed and loaded with all the tools I need.

All I really need to do now is pray and write and pray and write until it’s done.

Waiting on God

Saturday, June 26th, 2010

Here are MessianicMusings.com, I like to spend my Internet time researching and writing sermons and commentaries. It’s not a glitzy pursuit. I can’t measure it in concrete terms like a World of Warcraft gamer who can say, “Gee, I’m a level 40 orc fighter” or something.

Spiritual growth is harder to define; sometimes it even sneaks up on you without realizing it. Certainly I’ve been told my many people that I’m “ready” to take the next step and become a Messianic rabbi in my own right.

I’m not yet convinced, because I’m waiting on God for his call, his confirmation, his specific sending.

Until then, I know that the stuff I’m doing to support the call of others is exactly where God wants me. That’s something not everyone can be sure of, so I count myself blessed.

Repentance themes

Saturday, June 26th, 2010

A sermon on repentance doesn’t have to be formal. It just needs to focus on the truth.

For my upcoming sermon on repentance, there three main points I hope to focus on.

First, I want to address some of the bad, false teachings on repentance that are out there and have been encountering of late.

Next, I want to spend some time talking about how not repenting (through either refusing to repent, or not knowing how to fully repent) damages the lives and walks of many believers.

And finally, I’ll wrap up with explaining a proper, Biblical understanding of repentance and its role in the life of believers.

It’s an ambitious outline, but I hope I’ll be able to cover all three points enough in the time I have to get some truth out there. L-RD willing, that will happen.

Repentance sermon coming up

Saturday, June 26th, 2010

I have a sermon coming up.

After brainstorming, prayer and running things by Stan, I finally settled on a theme: repentance.

The reason the topic occurred to me is that it seems like lately I’m running into more and more bad teachings about repentance. I mean, some people actually claim repentance isn’t necessary for believers.

Oh, really?

No, not really. But I won’t go into detail on why just yet. Gotta save something for the sermon, right?

Prayer going well

Sunday, June 13th, 2010

Well, here we are a few months after Stan finished up his prayer study and, fortunately, I am still bearing the fruit of the commitments I’ve made to more regular, longer and deeper times of prayer. Do I still have room to grow in prayer?

But is my prayer life a lot better than it’s ever been? Yes.

I’m grateful for what Stan taught in that study and for the benefits it has reaped; being able to more clearly hear directly from God. When you hear from God directly, it’s less common to “wonder” what God’s will for you is. He makes it clear for himself and seeking advice from others is far less necessary.

I would encourage anyone seeking to know God better to spend at least an hour a day in prayer, as close to every day as you can manage to achieve. And challenge yourself to achieve it. There’s no substitute for intimacy with the creator of the universe.

Television debut

Sunday, June 13th, 2010

Well, I have played only a behind-the-scenes role, but it was quite a thrill today to fire up the DVR and watch the broadcast TV debut of Out Of Zion. We may not be a big client, but CW-23 has treated us well.

Of course, once you actually see a show you’ve worked on broadcast, the areas for improvement stand out more obviously. Inputting Stan’s Scripture references directly into the show, rather than relying on the the projector-on-the-wall version, will be an important upgrade to our production values, come July.

I’m also interested in seeing how we can improve the picture quality; I suspect brighter lighting on Stan would help a lot. Still, it’s nice to see that much of what Stan and I have worked on the past couple months is actually coming together.

Small miracles

Saturday, June 5th, 2010

Despite having a mostly-wonderful and long-worked-for vacation, we did have one scary episode up at Webb Lake. This is not unusual, by the way; when I was about ten and we went to Webb Lake and I had a scary episode then, too. But let’s get to that later.

What happened this time was this: it was our second-to-last day at the cabin and for the first time, all three of us went out on the lake in the boat. It was a relatively small boat and it was awkward for all three of us to be fishing. So when we came back to eat, Dad almost decided to stay home. However, I offered him the idea of coming with us but not fishing, so he’d be out in the water but not frustrated by the limited casting room. Dad agreed.

My wife had an instinct it was a bad idea, but uncharacteristically was not very direct about her misgivings. We headed out and went to a crappie hole. It was a weird day, as the wind had shifted and everything that had worked for us earlier in the week wasn’t really working anymore.

Dad, who’s 87 and battling Alzheimer’s with dementia, had a hard time sitting still in the boat and continually shifted around, making the boat unstable. Coming back from the crappie hole, I had my episode of misgivings as well; I thought about suggesting Dad, who was acting tired and restless, get dropped off at the dock. But I didn’t want to hurt his feelings, so I also kept silent and we went on a couple drifts across the lake, hoping to snag walleyes or northerns or something.

Andie came within a couple feet of landing a very large bass, but lost it at the last second on an unexpected flip. Finally we decided to head in early as there was very little action, despite that nice close call.

Two bad judgments nearly led to a tragedy. First, I misjudged the speed with which I was approaching the dock; I thought I had slowed sufficiently, but I ended up coming in a bit fast. Then, instead of Andie and I grabbing for the dock while Dad stayed in the middle to balance the boat, Dad leaned over with us to grab at the dock and with all three of us leaning to the left, the boat tipped, dipped and nearly capsized.

Andie got a bruised knee; I nearly got my shoulder pulled out of its socket trying to grab the dock; and Dad got a nice gulp of lake water, but was otherwise unharmed as he ended up sitting in the boat as it came to rest with a lot of water in it.

I had no other pants to wear; Andie and I both ruined relatively new pairs of shoes; and my PSP was so water-damaged, it fell victim to the accident. Fortunately, there were no serious injuries and no loss of life, so the minor property damage to our personal property was as good a result as anyone could expect.

If the boat had gone all the way over, or if I had had a close encounter with the motor after I slipped out of the boat, things could have ended a lot worse. If we hadn’t been in only knee-deep water, there could have been a loss of life.

Considering all factors, the boat should have capsized and come down on us; I had to believe there was a touch of divine intervention in that moment that the worst did not happen. Lake water may not be good for removing wrinkles, but that gulp did convince Dad that his boat-faring days are behind him.

It’s not the first time God has intervened on our behalf at Webb Lake. When I was around ten, I got a fish-hook stuck in my eyelid while trying to fasten a hook to too-low an eyelet on my fishing pole; it was a matter of millimeters that spared me from that fishhook blinding me in that eye for life. Only the L-RD’s mercy explains how both of these episodes didn’t end worse than they did.