Well, I guess my rabbi told me!
Of course, it’s something I needed to hear, something my wife’s been telling me for a while, and certainly it is an absolute necessity. It’s time for me to get serious about seeking the L-RD if I’m serious about becoming a messianic rabbi.
Truth is, while I’m great at study time, my prayer life just isn’t what it needs to be; and if the L-RD isn’t with me, becoming a messianic rabbi would be pointless. No one should enter ministry without first making sure of the L-RD’s call, and having that call confirmed, re-confirmed and triple-confirmed, at least.
Without Adonai at the center of it, I’d be better off selling time-shares at Hilton Head rentals than I’d be pursuing a messianic ministry. And I’m no salesman.